chocolate

This could be very minute
im aware im alive
all these places feel like home
Werent for me
With a Name I had never chosen,
I can make my first steps
as a child of 25

This is the straw,
Final straw in there.
Roof of my mouth
as I run to you.
Just because im sorry doesnt mean
I didnt enjoy it at the time.

You're the only thing that I love,
Scares me more every day
On my knees
I think clearer.
Goodness knows I saw it coming
or at least I claim I did
but in truth Im lost for words

What have I done?
Its too late for that.
What have I become?
Truth is nothing yet.
A simple mistake starts the hardest time.
I promise I'll do anything you ask... this time