In His Arms

As he picked me up
in his arms,
he whispered in my ear
"you are my beloved".
He held me,
washing away all the hurt,
grief,
and disappointment.
My beloved then took me away,
to far off places
you only dream of,
where the skies were so blue,
the grass so green,
that life seemed unreal.
As he held me again
he whispered
"you can trust me like no other".
My beloved then laid out a
facny feast.
Food so delicate,
you would be afraid to touch it.
"Eat, and be refreshed"
he said.
As I ate
I could feel new
strength,
joy,
and love
come from within.
In His arms,
I dicscover life.

Hey guys... it's been a while since i wrote something besides my poetry, and lyrics on here. It's probably getting pretty boring, but for me this is a way for me to express things I'm going through, and it's a way for me to interact with God (sometimes).

What have I been up to lately... thats a pretty good question. I did get my N, which is so nice to have.. thanks for praying people that did. Christmas was nice in Manitoba, kinda nice to see all the family, but yet it was pretty boring. School started again, and it seems we have tons of homework.. or maybe I just do. I've been working 10 hours a week, gettin some nice pay (and yes it's still at Timmy Hoes). I've been looking for a new job, but I'm not having any luck so far, but hopefully soon. I think that's it, so I think I'll probably write about what's been bothering me for a while nwo, cause I have no where else to do this, and this is pretty much a journal for me. Lately, it feels like I hate the way I look, I'm either too fat, I have nasty hair, my frekles look like zits, or I wish I could look like someone else. 2 weeks ago it was pretty bad, I couldnt walk into a bathroom and not say "omigoodness I look like crap today". So last week after I pretty much had a melt down I decided that I wasn't going to say anything negative about my self all week, especially when I was in front of a mirror. Then I realized that God created me who I am now, not who I want to be, but how he envisioned me, down to the very last brain cell, you nkow? I felt like I was telling God "Thanks for the nice eyes I have God, but the rest of the way you created me just sucks", how fair is that? So it's been getting better... I'm also just tying to trust God more now. There's things that I want, that I'm wishing for, but I know he has a plan for me.. and when ever it happens, then I'll know. but til then it's up to Him....

yessss... so interesting.. but yeah

love dani