Beloved...

I looked up to the heavens
and wondered,
Oh Where could they be?
I looked thruoghout the earth,
day after day,
night after night,
pondering the same question.
Where is the one of my hearts content,
where is the one my heart desires
and longs for?
Where could they be,
-surely not hiding.
Perhaps it was the patience,
For one dayI looked around,
and I felt my heart sigh
is that the one I have longed for,
The one i have desired?
It was as if life held more beauty
more promise
for me.
Then you looked into my eyes,
yours dancing in the light,
and I knew this had to be right.
Your lips bgan to speak,
blessing the very words you spoke,
and it was for certain.
It was as if you had entered my life,
and all that was shadowed,
became light,
all that was depressed,
was filled with renewed joy,
and all that was un loved,
became loved.
My Beloved,
you entered my life
without knowing what you would do
to my heart.

Voice in The Wind

A Breeze entered the room,
a shiver was sent through me,
I heard a whisper,
beckoning me,
conversing with me of
beauty,
and life.
Oh,
such peace comes from this sweet breeze,
A promise,
more fullfilling than life its self,
from a voice in the wind

I run through and through
where are you?
If I could lay in these deserts,
would you be able to find me?
If I walked through the storms,
would the searching end?
If I fell to the depths of despair,
even then would you still long for me?
Would you hold me in your arms?
Could I feel safe and loved?
Would life be sorrow less?
Will there ever be joy?
Will there ever be peace?
Will I live without fear,
and with certainty of your love?

NERVES!

alright... so im sitting here, it's 1:54, and im frekaing out!

so you might be asking why.. well im going for my N at 3:30, and my driver instructor is picking me up at 2:15. I really want to pass. I mean i know how to do everything. My dad took me driving yesterday and we practiced paralell and back in parking. I'll do fine. it's my nerves that are going to kill me. I just need to calm down, you know? alright so im feeling a bit better, now that im writing down the way i feel, and doing omething, other then think. ha ha ha.

So whats been new with me lately. nothing to exciting, im just happy schools out, thank God... never thought that it'd come! i'm leaving for mantioba after my N test, which super sucks! it might be nice to see all my family, but i mean there's nothing to do there! oh well, i sould probably stop complaining..
anyways im goin too grab my ID, and whatnot.. pray for me! i'll update thursday, giving y'all the verdict!
lol

with much love
dani

Be with the weak,
Be with the strong
give us rest
give us hope
and give us peace
throughout our storms
and let us live the day in your arms
Amen

Freedom beyond words

alright, its been a while since it's been a post about me, and what i'm goin through, althouh my other thoughts seem to hav e away of projecting that. let's see. Right now i am expierencing a freedom that i've never expierenced before. And in a sense i'm loving it, yet theres a part of me thats wanting to find hte old me. But why? when my heart was longing for freedom from grief, from depression, lies, from life... It's wierd.. i never know what teh day is going to hold anymore. I've been broken from my routine, and now i've moved on to something more exquisite, thoughtful hopeful, and peaceful. if you look back in my blog to about september, i had a dream about a bird, well i've become the bird thats now free to fly in the season that i've stepped in, what God has allowed me to step into. I've been falling more and more in love with who God is... not who i want Him to be. Freedom... life.. ahh.. m enjoying it while it lasts. although it may seem great, i;ve been finding it hard to let things go, to get rid of the backapcks that im carrying, i';ve been holding on to tehm for a bit, and its hard. prayer... without it i'd be a mess!

so anyways... im leaving for manitoba in about 2 weeks, and i dont want to go.. it may be nice to see my family, but i just dont want to go. its only for 10 days.. so once im home school will be back on.. but oh well i guess.. i'll see everyone though.. arghh... oh well, it might be nice for a change to have a white chritmas

anyways i love you all...


God,let the dark be light
Let anger become joy
let death become life
Protect the unprotected
and let us live the day in you're arms
Amen..

.......

i caught a glimpse,
a glimpse of your hair,
shining in the light,
a glimpse of your eyes
dancing in the moonlight,
your body swaying to and fro
swinging like a palm tree in the wind
free to express
but i also caught a glimpse,
a glimpse of hatred,
coming from your mouth,
a glimpse of lies,
speaking through your eyes,
your body was dying
laying limp
not free to express
not free to move
not free to breathe