Monday, February 21, 2005

...

The Way You Look Tonight
Someday, When I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way You look tonight

Oh, but you're lovely,
With you smile so warm
And your sheeks so soft
There is nothing for me to Love you
Just the way You look tonight

With Each Word, Your tenderness grows
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh
That wrinkles your nose
Touches my foolish heart

Lovely, Never change
Kepp that breathless carm
Won't you please arrange it?
Because I Love you...
Just the way you look tonight
~Billie Holiday

Im really into some jazzy music right now. It's quite soothing, and relaxing. One of my favorites to to sit and listen to is I'll be seeing you by billie holiday. I've been listening to it while im doing devotions and praying. I just find peace with myself, and God.. and its just an amzing time between me and God.. its like a little jazz cafe shop and sitting there talking to your best friend, thats what it feels like. Finding peace with God is truly ..amazing (my favorite word of the moment). Anyways i need to do some math, love you ladies and gentlemen,
dani

good songs
~ I'll Be Seeing You - Billie Holiday
~ Our love is here to stay- Billie Holiday
~ So beautiful- Dashboard Confessional
~ Dragostea Din tei- O-Zone
~ Dark yet lovely album- Heather Clark (So AMAZING.!!!)
~ The way you look tonight- Billie Holiday
~ One more pill- Stabilo
~ Everybody- Stabilo
~ Anything by the Wildings



Friday, February 18, 2005

hmmm

hey guys
umm right now im at school, waiting for last block to be finished. **yawn** right now im kinda upset about some stuff.. not going into any details.. i did super horrible on my math test.. well just two questions, but im amd about that, and then im mad a someone right now, cause whatever.. but anyways.. you guys probably dont really care:)
tomrrow i have my first exhibition game, and im so excited! i havent been able to do much lately cause my back is so meessed up, which sucks! its starting to fnally get better, but some prayers would be awesoem
i thought it was kind of awesoem what mr.kennedy said about "todays are tomrrows" or something like that. Lately i havent been living in the moment, i've been living in the future and past. and letting those porblems bother me, to a point where its too much. I've been asking God to take away problems that arent my own, and just that i trust God to deal with these problems. I've also been worrying about what im going to do with school for next year.. i mean im already signed up for Samuel Robertson, and i dont know if i want to leave... i mean its easier for me to get scholar ships and everything.. so i dont know. im just trusting God with that one too. anyways living in the moment... might as well try it ..lol
anyways im goin to head
love you
dani

Sunday, February 13, 2005

long time...

Man its crazy how much time has passed since i last wrote on here... wow! Last week was my birthday, yay, happy birthday to me,lol.
There really hasnt been too much goin on with me.. well this week has been horrible. It was just really stressful, and emotional. Recently my dad got layed off, and at the moment he's un-emplyed, and im just having to trust God with whatever the future may hold for my family.. even though its sorta scary right now! I dont know if i'll have to move or anything, but God's using this expierence for me to trust him with everything!! Its really hard to give everything to God.. Beyond the whole trust thing, theres been other things that i have been dealing with by just handing them off to God, and leaving them at the cross. Sometimes it really super hurts, but then after i leave them at the cross, i feel lighter, like im not carrying a sumo on my back (well you get my drift..lol). This was horrible because of just emotional strain, and feeling of desperation, which i didnt really understand until now.. i havent really been spending much time with God these last couple of weeks, because of the hectic scheadule of exams, and studying.. so i was feeling desperate.. like i was drowning.. i felt like i was trying to do things on my own with out God, which was horrible.. and so by wednesday i couldnt take it anymore, and i think i cried all night..so pathetic, but its just what was going on with me.
I dont know if anybody else gets this where they can walk into a room, and feel the tone, and what people are feeling.. my mom has it too... but anyways i felt like i was depressed, and streesed, and a million other things.. i just like other peoples problems had become my own, which they hadnt, but i was carrying them around... i needed to leave them at the cross, where they belonged! It wasnt my stuff to carry around. My moms been goin through some stuff with me on burden bearing, because someimte sits just so.. heavy! lately ive been like why do i have to be a burden bearer...you know? im not too sure about the answer right now, but im hoping God will answer me there.
Right now im thinking about doing Samuel Mantle's next year.. which is super exciting.. well atleast im excited for right now! My parents both go.. my moms in to her 3rd year, and my dad is in his 2nd... but i just feel like its the right thing for me to do.. like Gods pushing me towards there..
anyways im goin to head out for bed..its getting late..g'night ladies and gentlemen!
~dani

good songs!
~Faith- jason upton
~Perspectives- Kutless
~Addicted- Kelly Clarkson (dontlaugh..)
~So long sweet summer- Dashboard confessional
~Get Right- jennifer lopez.. dont laugh!!
~Big Ocean-the wildings! (lovin them right now!!)
~anything by lauren hill